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loss
while in Scotland this summer
even on those nights
when the dark heavens
sparkled with the eyes of a thousand lovers
I could not locate Orion
this left me strangely unsettled
for reasons
I still don’t quite understand
but it reminds me
in a way
of my feelings about you
because there’s something
I didn’t have or need
before I met you
and which I still don’t have
but desperately need
now that you are gone
I was always alone
but never lonely
so why
now that I am alone again
do I feel an aching loneliness
and the loss of that something
I never had
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Yup. A question to ponder. Do we override the loneliness or listen carefully to ourselves and wonder exactly what we are missing? Creates such a whirling inside.
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Sometimes self-understanding is not the easiest thing, is it, Lindsey?
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It certainly is not! Hopefully self compassion helps.
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An eternal question, so achingly beautifully expressed.
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Thanks, Jenne.
This is one of life’s great mysteries, I think
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