and then

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and then

sometimes you drive me crazy
I start to think that maybe I’ll
be better off without you
I wonder is this all worthwhile

it isn’t easy getting close
when we have long lived single lives
especially when you and I
have tongues like cold sharp knives

we know just how to damage
with words fine laced like dirt
we probe to find the weak point
we know exactly how to hurt

and we have both grown selfish
unaware of others’ needs
we hide deep within our dark caves
until the fear of pain recedes

so we are quite reluctant
to venture brave outside
to where our hearts were ravished
to where life and love reside

you start to scratch my broken nerves
I wonder is this all worthwhile
the clouds are dark the rain pounds down
and then and then you smile

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About ceayr

A Scot who has discovered peace in a small town he calls Medville on the Côte Vermeille, C.E. Ayr has spent a large part of his life in the West of Scotland and a large part elsewhere. His first job was selling programmes at his local football club and he has since tried 73 other career paths, the longest being in IT, with varying degrees of success. He is somewhat nomadic, fairly irresponsible and, according to his darling daughter, a bit random. So, nobody’s perfect.
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8 Responses to and then

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  2. Bridgette's avatar Bridgette says:

    Oh, that last line. Perfection!

  3. Very nicely penned and read, C.E. – 🐘

  4. trishsplace's avatar trishsplace says:

    Lovely, as usual.

  5. Katrin "Kate" McElderry's avatar Katrin "Kate" McElderry says:

    …a smile speaks a thousand words after all. Lovely.

  6. jenne49's avatar jenne49 says:

    It’s all there: the falling in love, the frustration, the deliberate hurt, the risk, the great risk, and then – the smile.
    It’s beautifully crafted and it’s life summed up.
    And that final smile…

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